She was the one who said , he is weird blah blah .
she was the one who was once my greatest friend .
she was also the one who i found backstabbed me badly .. really bad
she was also the one who lied to me MOST OF THE TIME.
she was also the one who used me.
she was also the one , who i started to think i cant believe in her .
she was still the one i hoped she would change .
she was the one , who really contradicts herself .
[she once said that , this person blah blah blah blah . but herself ? talked to that person as though she said nothing about that person before . and she still could backstab me badly infront of that person & act as if she didnt infront of me . how sad can that be ?i trusted her hell loads & this is what i get in return & it doesnt just stops at this . they can just pangseh me like as though im just a normal classmate & even people who were of different classes were on better terms with her , so what am i ? im just nothing ? ]
[ if only she could have gotten herself a boyfriend & let her friends treat her like how she treat me then she would know & understand . i'm really trying very hard to bottle all these up .
but not everything can be forgotten easily . Some just leaves marking along with the memories.
can that be helped ? she just used me & then casted me aside when she doesnt need me , so is that considered fair ? does it help not ? if only a person got outcast , then she herself would know the feeling . but have anyone spare a thought for me in my shoes ? seriously i hate being leftout but what can be done ? being thick-skin is not like me . so i rather being outcasted. if i ever just pangseh you , dont complain [: cause i dont give shits anymore , i can solo , i believe you could find many friends from your lists :D ]
& lastly , our friendship is the one that i treasure most .
so what happened ?
nah , thats just my one-sided thinking :D
every friend in school , is merely just SCHOOLMATES .
my real friends ? mostly are guys .
i go out with them , play , joke & eat .
what other people says about me or to my boyfriend ,
i dont care . even if they really backstabbed me until i couldnt take it .
i would still choose to act as if i know nuts .
until i leave this fucked up school & never see her again.
if only they would have boyfriends like me .
& if only they were treated the way they treats me .
if only they knew how i felt .
if only they would understand just a wee bit .
its all if only . & i know it wont happen .
because i dont think they would be attached with their attitudes .
IF you all see this & felt very insulted , then reflect on your fucking attitudes .
if you people cant take in comments made by me ,
then kindly dont fucking make any comments on me .
its just being fair k .
i've already changed . not alot , but at least abit .
yet none of you ever see it . yeah , im always the lonely one in school
so what ? no friends doesnt mean its the end of life isnt it ?
people still can associate in many other ways .
& never am i gonna make friends with those fucked up attitudes listed above .
i no longer find any good points in her , only those bad points .
& i swear i will never ever become a person like her .
You guys dont needa ask me about who it is . its common sense , have a rough idea [:
i dont care even if she doesnt talks to me or something .
cause , it no longer matters :D
this would be the most anger relieving post ever in this blog :D
im not gonna start criticising anyone unless they start to say me first :D
whew ! CHEERS ! :D

afterall , i would thanks baby & zhu for giving me your support . LOL :D

I love people who love me.
But i ♥ vinny most!
Oh and,i have one best pal♥.
♥WEare-x / L-O-V-E-L-Y


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